Hi minions. I'm back, and now is the time for full updates.
I had some depressions last month. Condition was one of the most serious I've ever had. Coincidently, I needed to finish my last year's annual leave. So the suffering wasn't that long, because I get to relax my head. Spent some time thinking about myself, work, life, family and so on. I figured that I had not spend some time for myself, it has been work, work and work the past year. Like most people say, all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. I took a total of 8 days off, where it was fully used to recover myself and make some important decisions with regards of my future. What those decisions are, please continue reading..
I am now actively looking for a job. Reasons are that the stress has sometimes become too unbearable. To tell the truth, I don't mind working late at night just to get things going. Hell if somebody says I lie, I'll ask the person to look back what I've gone through the past 1 year. Izma can even testify on that, several times already I stayed until early morning just to get things done. I don't deny that I can be focused on my job and determined to get it finished if I'm required to, but if I decided that I need some rest that really means I need some rest. This, is what my supervisors are currently lacking off in noticing. I can take it if it's one or two times, but when frequently done I'll start to feel dissatisfied. Worse thing is, I started to act like a time bomb. I'll act all innocent and normal, doing my routine job and accepting responsibilities being handed down to me when suddenly BAM!! I send my resignation letter. I like my position now, Senior IT Executive (quite cool to be senior while my friends still struggling as junior exec), but don't expect me to follow whatever being pushed to me. I might follow for a while, and at the same time I'm looking for a way out..
Okay, you guys know that I'm already engaged to Izma last March. Now come the wedding part. Most probably it'll be April, May or June. What I'm sure of is it won't be during school holiday. Maybe on Izma's side it'll be on school holiday, but on my side it definitely won't be. Reason being, my mom doesn't want it to. It'll be too troublesome for her friends to attend, because they'd want to go back to hometown. Not that I'm complaining though, doesn't make big difference to me when it'll be conducted. Some more, she's paying for the 'kenduri' haha. So shut your mouth k-mie and just nod on whatever she says.
On other note, I've already purchased a new digital camera. It's Sony Cybershot T300, bought it just a month after it was launched. Bought it using Izma's Easy Payment facility from SenQ, 0% interest some more wohoo. But then since the stupid AEON Credit Service that provides this scheme is unable to accept CIMB credit card (I'm a sucker for CIMB, yeah), I had to ask my good buddy to lend his card. Thanks to him, I'm now playing with 10 megapixel camera. I'm considering to apply Maybank Petronas VISA card, just in case I need to purchase other things. Oh, my financial status still going on, thank you. I don't keep my credit card balance more than 20 days, most to most it'll be just over a week's time before I pay it off. So don't accuse me to being a credit card freak, hehe. Credit card for me is a liability, not a facility.
I'm now a bit concern about my health. For two weeks straight I went to Taman Tasik Titiwangsa on Sunday and participated in aerobic session conducted by DBKL. Would like to burn off this excess fat all over my body. More importantly, I need to break some sweat to reduce toxin level in my body. Been sitting inside air-conditioned environment on daily basis Monday to Friday, eating unhealthily (Mamak food, sinfully oily), exposed to cigarette's smoke, lacking of exercise, all these contribute to health problems. But now I'm a bit worry with my brain. I am now can easily forget things said to me or tasks that I need to do. Sometimes I can even forget things said to me about 10 minutes ago, which is kinda worrying. I don't know whether this is due to my heavy dependency towards electronic gadget to store memos and tasks to do, eating a lot of fish heads and prawn heads, eating a lot of oily foods or any other reasons. But whatever the reason is, I need to re-train my brain to remember things so that the cells inside don't just die like that. I guess because the cells are not used, they become bored and simply decided to die. Need to use my brain cells from now on.
Lastly, I'm planning to make backpack trip to Taman Negara sometime next year. Most probably after marriage. This is to reduce cost (1 room instead of 2, oh dear God so many things can be done by married couple in 1 room..) and because now I need to save all my money for the marriage. Will have to buy a good backpack then, should be fun travelling with just backpack and nothing else. Plans will be put together latest by March '09.
Okay, that seems like enough update from me. To those who concerned about me during my depression period, thank you for your 'keprihatinan'. I'm back to being k-mie. Thanks also to my Izma. Love you, muacks.
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Fuck you k-mie, being so mushy and all. Is this what 2 weeks' holiday made you?
I had some depressions last month. Condition was one of the most serious I've ever had. Coincidently, I needed to finish my last year's annual leave. So the suffering wasn't that long, because I get to relax my head. Spent some time thinking about myself, work, life, family and so on. I figured that I had not spend some time for myself, it has been work, work and work the past year. Like most people say, all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. I took a total of 8 days off, where it was fully used to recover myself and make some important decisions with regards of my future. What those decisions are, please continue reading..
I am now actively looking for a job. Reasons are that the stress has sometimes become too unbearable. To tell the truth, I don't mind working late at night just to get things going. Hell if somebody says I lie, I'll ask the person to look back what I've gone through the past 1 year. Izma can even testify on that, several times already I stayed until early morning just to get things done. I don't deny that I can be focused on my job and determined to get it finished if I'm required to, but if I decided that I need some rest that really means I need some rest. This, is what my supervisors are currently lacking off in noticing. I can take it if it's one or two times, but when frequently done I'll start to feel dissatisfied. Worse thing is, I started to act like a time bomb. I'll act all innocent and normal, doing my routine job and accepting responsibilities being handed down to me when suddenly BAM!! I send my resignation letter. I like my position now, Senior IT Executive (quite cool to be senior while my friends still struggling as junior exec), but don't expect me to follow whatever being pushed to me. I might follow for a while, and at the same time I'm looking for a way out..
Okay, you guys know that I'm already engaged to Izma last March. Now come the wedding part. Most probably it'll be April, May or June. What I'm sure of is it won't be during school holiday. Maybe on Izma's side it'll be on school holiday, but on my side it definitely won't be. Reason being, my mom doesn't want it to. It'll be too troublesome for her friends to attend, because they'd want to go back to hometown. Not that I'm complaining though, doesn't make big difference to me when it'll be conducted. Some more, she's paying for the 'kenduri' haha. So shut your mouth k-mie and just nod on whatever she says.
On other note, I've already purchased a new digital camera. It's Sony Cybershot T300, bought it just a month after it was launched. Bought it using Izma's Easy Payment facility from SenQ, 0% interest some more wohoo. But then since the stupid AEON Credit Service that provides this scheme is unable to accept CIMB credit card (I'm a sucker for CIMB, yeah), I had to ask my good buddy to lend his card. Thanks to him, I'm now playing with 10 megapixel camera. I'm considering to apply Maybank Petronas VISA card, just in case I need to purchase other things. Oh, my financial status still going on, thank you. I don't keep my credit card balance more than 20 days, most to most it'll be just over a week's time before I pay it off. So don't accuse me to being a credit card freak, hehe. Credit card for me is a liability, not a facility.
I'm now a bit concern about my health. For two weeks straight I went to Taman Tasik Titiwangsa on Sunday and participated in aerobic session conducted by DBKL. Would like to burn off this excess fat all over my body. More importantly, I need to break some sweat to reduce toxin level in my body. Been sitting inside air-conditioned environment on daily basis Monday to Friday, eating unhealthily (Mamak food, sinfully oily), exposed to cigarette's smoke, lacking of exercise, all these contribute to health problems. But now I'm a bit worry with my brain. I am now can easily forget things said to me or tasks that I need to do. Sometimes I can even forget things said to me about 10 minutes ago, which is kinda worrying. I don't know whether this is due to my heavy dependency towards electronic gadget to store memos and tasks to do, eating a lot of fish heads and prawn heads, eating a lot of oily foods or any other reasons. But whatever the reason is, I need to re-train my brain to remember things so that the cells inside don't just die like that. I guess because the cells are not used, they become bored and simply decided to die. Need to use my brain cells from now on.
Lastly, I'm planning to make backpack trip to Taman Negara sometime next year. Most probably after marriage. This is to reduce cost (1 room instead of 2, oh dear God so many things can be done by married couple in 1 room..) and because now I need to save all my money for the marriage. Will have to buy a good backpack then, should be fun travelling with just backpack and nothing else. Plans will be put together latest by March '09.
Okay, that seems like enough update from me. To those who concerned about me during my depression period, thank you for your 'keprihatinan'. I'm back to being k-mie. Thanks also to my Izma. Love you, muacks.
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Fuck you k-mie, being so mushy and all. Is this what 2 weeks' holiday made you?
3 comments:
Want to become a web programmer? Tukar angin sekali sekala.. hehehe =D
duh, that was me atas tu. lupa plak nak tukar login id :p
provided given time to re-learn web programming language as well as with the right remuneration & benefits, why not. do take note aku dah tender resignation pun sbb dpt offer dgn company lain. will start work on the 24th.
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