*sigh* V2

As if one problem is not enough. Keep on adding problems to me, again and again and again. Can't you for once think straight? What, is it my sacrifices all these while are not enough. I didn't ask for a whole mountain. All I ask is to understand what I am also going through. Okay fine, I tell the truth. Just checked my account, apparently there's only RM20++ in it. That twenty-fucking-ringgit okay?? Now can you understand how messed up my mind is thinking about this, needing to survive with that amount of money. It's my parents who are rich, not me. I don't take a single fucking penny from them to survive in KL. All I depend on them is food and shelter. And with my desperate attempt to settle all the big things, with shitloads of commitments I have right now, you barge in and add some more of your silly bastard problem. I am *this* close to scold you real nice, thank God I still have my mind intact. So, please, unless you want me to have brain damage keep those little things to yourself. Really appreciate it, thank you.


Fucking monitor, pick up the wrong time to break down. RM600 for a low-range LCD, fuck!

Officially

This entry is actually long overdue. I would like to inform you guys that I was engaged on the 15th of March 2008 to none other, Izma. Take this as official announcement as some of you have already knew it. It was supposedly being a simple ceremony, well what would you expect for an engagement ceremony isn't it. But no... my family decided that they want to come in a large group. Long story short, 10 CARS from MY family tag along. Thankfully everything went well. Actually we were engaged long before in December, this ceremony was just an officiation as people say. 7 offerings from my side, 9 from Izma. Well it was kinda new experience for me though. All these while I was on the other side of the picture, taking photos and being the person who sneaks here and there to get the best shot. Who knows now it's my turn. But then I didn't have the nervous-wrecked at all, sitting idly outside the house playing with my nephew while the older were inside discussing the engagement thingy. I guess that's just me, very seldom become panic and always think rationally in anything.

With regards to picture, have to say that I'm lazy to upload them. Some of them were already uploaded by Izma in her Friendster account, so you can just go there and see. Looked beautiful in the choc-cream kebaya, while me with my selekeh look. It was actually due to the hot weather. I'm sure you guys know how I hate hot weather to the max. My face was sweaty and all, and when that happens I will feel very uncomfortable. Lucky by the time I entered the house, everyone else were outside taking food. Good chance should not be left passed by, I managed to secure a position right in front of a standing fan haha. After that it was "supposed" to be photography session, but then everyone were busy eating. But then still managed to get a few pictures of the dulang-dulang.

I would like to thank my buddy, Farid, for semi-volunteering to become photographer on the day. Thanks a lot and I'm willing to become the photographer for your engagement ceremony provided it is done within central Peninsular Malaysia region. And by the way, your photography skill sucks. Need to improve in angle, exposure and white balance. It's okay, Farid won't get angry. Kan Farid kan, hehe *sambil buat muka tak bersalah*. But anyway, really thank you for spending time to accompany me.

That's all I guess. I put here my favorite picture of the day. Link down there, please click.

Picture

No, there was nothing funny happening on that day.

And The Same Dialogue Is Heard Again..

Tukar lampu xenon – JPJ

KUALA LUMPUR 28 Mac – Jabatan Pengangkutan Jalan (JPJ) memberi tempoh tiga bulan sehingga akhir Julai ini kepada pemilik kereta yang memiliki lampu bercahaya terang atau xenon dan cermin gelap keterlaluan untuk membetulkannya mengikut spesifikasi yang ditetapkan.

Utusan Malaysia (Dalam Negeri), 29 March 2008

Oh shit.. (still waiting whether this will really be enforced or just another 'cakap-cakap kosong'. I tinted my windows though, but I'm pretty sure the tints are within the permitted limit..)

*sigh*

Can you think with your head instead of with your heart? Duh..

(explanation will come later, now lazy to elaborate) - 26/03/2008

(yes, will be explained really later. still no mood) - 28/03/2008


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On other note, I've managed to get PHP & MySQL working yay! Refer to here on how frustrated I am to get these two dumbasses to work together. No thanks to any open-source zealots out there, I figure this out of myself. So to add salt to the insult, you go and figure out the solution(s) yourself. I'm not gonna help you with it, sucker.

*k-mie off to play with AJAX*

Early Warning and Detection

Signs that I am looking for other job:

• I voice out my dissatisfaction for the tasks I'm getting
• I put a long face while in office for 2 days straight
• I sigh when asked to do something related to my work
• You'll less hearing typing sounds but more clicking sounds coming from my desk, signifying that I'm surfing instead of typing codes
• I take leave on Fridays or Mondays more than twice in 2 months
• Traces of jobstreet.com are found on my web browser's history
• I look through Job Enlistment section in lowyat.net
• Go back from work sharp on time
• I'm getting moody after working hours
• Work-related calls are left unanswered after office hours and on weekends/holidays

Currently, I have 6 of these within this 1 week. Let's hope this does not escalate to me actively sending out resumes to other companies. Several companies had called me for interviews before and I won't hesitate to contact them saying I'm ready for interview.