Mar 31, 2008

*sigh* V2

As if one problem is not enough. Keep on adding problems to me, again and again and again. Can't you for once think straight? What, is it my sacrifices all these while are not enough. I didn't ask for a whole mountain. All I ask is to understand what I am also going through. Okay fine, I tell the truth. Just checked my account, apparently there's only RM20++ in it. That twenty-fucking-ringgit okay?? Now can you understand how messed up my mind is thinking about this, needing to survive with that amount of money. It's my parents who are rich, not me. I don't take a single fucking penny from them to survive in KL. All I depend on them is food and shelter. And with my desperate attempt to settle all the big things, with shitloads of commitments I have right now, you barge in and add some more of your silly bastard problem. I am *this* close to scold you real nice, thank God I still have my mind intact. So, please, unless you want me to have brain damage keep those little things to yourself. Really appreciate it, thank you.


Fucking monitor, pick up the wrong time to break down. RM600 for a low-range LCD, fuck!

2 comments:

danial17 said...

i never did understand/believe/embraced the statement "ada hikmah di sebalik setiap masalah/kesusahan" until few weeks before my engagement last year. What I planned few months prior went totally wrong, there were unplanned things happening, hearts to take care of, etc. But everything turns out ok. So, cheer up, ada hikmah di sebalik setiap masalah/kesusahan.

k-mie said...

I don't know dude. Tah aa, as if sumer mende serba tak kena skang ni. Things keep on repeating, last year pun dah jadi camni. Keje tak best la, not enough saving la. This year keje best, saving cukup, mende lain lak bg problem. Really pulling hair now, mau botak aku lg sebulan dua. Submission to God is nice though, as if ada yg mendengar problem aku sumer. Tp yesterday really blew me off. Aku baru nak rilek2, my monitor decided to break down. Takde masa lain ke dia nak rosak. Nyusahkan aku tul..

Parid, jom lepak Pangkor lama2 nak? Takpun kita gi Taman Negara. Aku tensen ah skang nih..